Think about it, there’s 3 months to go.
I really try to do more crazy stuff, talk to more people, try new things, enjoy the nature, cook more, break the rules, take pictures, work on projects… With One World coming in 3 weeks and SAT in 2 weeks… Make the days count. Make it an insane time.
My philosophy has always been that we all have time, enough time. The occasional minutes spent on social media, the extra 2 hours of sleep during weekends that oversleeps you and makes you tired, the time spent going to town without actually accomplishing much, the time spent on watching dumb videos, the time in which we literally do nothing. But no, the point is not the time, it’s the energy, the concentration span. Where did my drive go?
One World is something I look forward, I am doing Gumboot core, Choir core and La song (playing the guitar for a mix of asian song) and guitar for the Whole school choir as well. I’m really committing time into it and working on the KULE expo sale as well. So much things I wanna do, can I actually manage them?
Maybe I’m forcing too hard, on academics, on social, on doing stuff, on relationships, trying too hard, I need rest, but I need to play the match first.
PS honestly this blog don’t actually make much sense to other people, the energy is kinda negative/questioning too, but it’s more for myself to reflect and record down emotions. Maybe doubting is just something part of me that keeps pushing me. The writing isn’t that good as well haha not much thought is actually put into it.